Retraction/Hope

Okay so I can tell who reads my blog - thanks for the concern. As an update, things are more tolerable. I am not sure if it's just helpful expressing my angst or if it's other stuff too, maybe multiple reasons. But things are definitely less painful and that's a good thing. The bulb still hasn't been fixed, my dishes need to be done, I have to vacuum, my neck is sore, I have a crapload of work to do. But, it's the weekend, I have pizza, the weather's lovely.