Happy?

I thought I should update you - I am officially NOT completely & utterly miserable. I even feel a bit 'happy', though it's hard to identify the feeling. Maybe more relief, mixed with hope. Doesn't matter I guess.

I may be finished the last of my orders tomorrow - MAY I say, but barring any complications (and there are ALWAYS complications at work!) I would guess Thursday at the latest. What does that mean? Well, it means that I can actually see my desk, there are no looming late orders in the scary pile because the scary pile is 99% taken care of. And, other than helping out elsewhere I may not need to do any more overtime next week. And, what does that mean? I can grocery shop, do dishes, laundry, clean stuff, relax, watch T.V. AND still have several hours to kill every evening. I may even become bored! How exciting! I can't wait!!!

Lazing about

So I took the day off today, from volunteering. Since I can't take a work day off right now I had to do something else. Things have just been too crazy. I need to clean my house, do laundry, get groceries...But, instead I've been mucking around with my blog template, watching Supernatural, and playing video games. It is only 12:30 though so maybe I'll still get crap done today, but I think I'll see what's on T.V. right now.

Retraction/Hope

Okay so I can tell who reads my blog - thanks for the concern. As an update, things are more tolerable. I am not sure if it's just helpful expressing my angst or if it's other stuff too, maybe multiple reasons. But things are definitely less painful and that's a good thing. The bulb still hasn't been fixed, my dishes need to be done, I have to vacuum, my neck is sore, I have a crapload of work to do. But, it's the weekend, I have pizza, the weather's lovely.

No light

So I am at one of the lowest points in my life in years. On a positive note I am not homeless or destitute. But, as I continue to wallow in self pity and bouts of tears I just need things to not go any more wrong. I need things to at the very least stay the same just for a bit longer until I have some time to breathe.

Anyways, this is how I'm feeling mixed in with extreme raging & the occaisional hysterical laugh. And, when I got home from work just now - which is 10 p.m. by the by! - I went to turn on my living room lamp and poof! The light bulb is out. So, I thought I should share this particularly sad and pathetic moment. A symbolic manifestation of my soul, so to dramatically speak. And, really when I am going to be able to get to the store for a new light bulb? I'm also out of cat litter.

Carpal tunnel or bust

I am going crazy, after 13ish hours at work I find myself on my computer at home. What is my f-ing problem?

Anyways, here's some pics from the last bit of the Tourist Challenge!

Vancouver Lookout

BC Hydro Powerhouse (or at least, just outside it!)

Hell's Gate

Yep, a fridge!

Some sculptures just outside of Fort Langley.